Brake ups...

I think that brake ups are a part of a huge lesson that we have to go though in life to find what makes us happy. Its crazy to think that even after being with someone for only two weeks that you can feel so much for them. But I know in my heart that this brake up is whats best for us and most importantly for him, and I hope that he can see it that way, maybe not now but someday. There's so many decissions that need to take place and be made, I know that he needs to make them with all of his heart. I don't want to influence that decission. I want for him to be happy. To be able to be himself and not worry about what everyone else thinks. If I learned anything this last school year its that your only down when you care so much about what people think of you. I know that I will always care about him in some way because I know that I could never say that I don't care.

New

Well this is a new blog! A chance for me to start new from my past. A way to part with the good and the bad that i've held onto for so long. There is so much new stuff going on in my life right now and I don't want my past to reflect on that. I am a new jr. class officer. I am on my way to possibley having a boy friend. Im at a new highschool. With new friends. I have a new job and possibly a new place that i will be volunteering at. I have new experences and lessons to learn. New hardships to go through. And this is my fresh new start.